~=Squid's Journal=~

Thu, 18 Jan 2007 21:50:02 GMT

I SAW SNOW!!!

Look @ this...

Fri, 13 Oct 2006 20:10:45 GMT

Watch OPRAH right now! I love her and Bono and MOther Teresa and WOW two out of my three favorite people are on the show!
Yet another reason why I love them...
http://www.gap.com/browse/home.do?cid=16591§ion=product&mlink=5646,627189,4&clink=627189
http://www.oprah.com/tows/pastshows/200610/tows_past_20061013.jhtml

I'm buying a bunch of the red things!

europe was soo pretty

Wed, 02 Aug 2006 03:10:42 GMT

I'm back

YaY for the Heat!

Wed, 21 Jun 2006 05:02:08 GMT

Great Game!!!
I love Alonzo Morning!
His blocks were amazing! I love him...

(I danced with him when I was in 6th grade on TV)

Educate yourself:

Mon, 19 Jun 2006 20:13:58 GMT

World Refugee Day

http://www.unhcr.org/cgi-bin/texis/vtx/events?id=3e7f46e04

Mon, 19 Jun 2006 04:06:15 GMT

I LOVE WADE!!!!

Overtime...

I REALY LOVE WADE!!!

Go Heat! What an amazing game...

Song I like today...

Thu, 11 May 2006 22:29:14 GMT

I woke up early this morning around 4am
With the moon shining bright as headlights on the interstate
I pulled the covers over my head and tried to catch some sleep
But thoughts of us kept keeping me awake
Ever since you found yourself in someone else's arms
I've been tryin' my best to get along
But that's OK
There's nothing left to say, but

Take your records, take your freedom
Take your memories I don't need'em
Take your space and take your reasons
But you'll think of me
And take your cat and leave my sweater
'Cause we have nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me, you'll think of me

I went out driving trying to clear my head
I tried to sweep out all the ruins that my emotions left
I guess I'm feeling just a little tired of this
And all the baggage that seems to still exist
It seems the only blessing I have left to my name
Is not knowing what we could have been
What we should have been
So

Take your records, take your freedom
Take your memories I don't need'em

Take your space and take your reasons
But you'll think of me
And take your cat and leave my sweater
'Cause we have nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me

Someday I'm gonna run across your mind
Don't worry, I'll be fine
I'm gonna be alright
While you're sleeping with your pride
Wishing I could hold you tight
I'll be over you
And on with my life

So take your records, take your freedom
Take your memories I don't need'em
And take your cat and leave my sweater
'Cause we have nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me

So take your records, take your freedom
Take your memories I don't need'em
Take your space and all your reasons
But you'll think of me
And take your cat and leave my sweater
'Cause we got nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me, you'll think of me, yeah

And you're gonna think of me
Oh someday baby, someday

Watched my life pass me by -- in the rearview mirror
Pictures frozen in time -- are becoming clearer
I don't wanna waste another day -- stuck in the shadow of my mistakes -- yeah

(Chorus)

Cause I want you -- and I feel you -- crawling underneath my skin
Like a hunger, like a burnin -- to find a place I've never been
Now I'm broken, and I'm faded -- I'm half the man I thought I would be
But you can have -- what's left of me.

(Verse 2)

I've been dying inside -- little by little
Nowhere to go -- I'm goin outta my mind
An endless circle -- runnin from myself until
You gave me a reason for standing still

(Chorus)

And I want you -- and I feel you -- crawling underneath my skin
Like a hunger, like a burnin -- to find a place I've never been
Now I'm broken, and I'm faded -- I'm half the man I thought I was
But you can have -- what's left of me.

(Hook)

Fallin' faster -- barely breathing
Give me somethin to believe in
Tell me it's not all in my head
*pause*
Take what's left of this man
Make me whole once again

(Chorus)

Cause I want you -- and I feel you -- crawling underneath my skin
A hunger, like a burnin -- to find a place I've never been
Now I'm broken, and I'm faded -- I'm half the man I thought I was
You can have, all that's left, (yeah, yeah, yeah) what's left of me

(Outro)

I've been dying inside you see
I'm goin outta my mind (outta my mind, outta my mind, outta my mind)
I'm just runnin' in circles all the time
Will you take what's left? x3 -- of me
I'm just runnin' in circles in my mind
Will you take what's left? x3 -- of me
Take what's left of me

uando yo estoy pensando en tí
Amor es lo que más fuerte sale de mí
Por eso yo siempre vivo tan feliz
Pues tú eres lo que yo más quiero para mí

Cuando yo me voy para Medellín
En cada montaña yo dibujo trozos de ti
Y si yo me voy para Bogot á también allá
Esa sabana bella de ti me hace recordar
Y he recorrido el mundo entero y jamás

Te digo que he visto una cosa más bella que tu mirar
Te digo que he visto la luna de noche hablar con el mar
Pero jamás he visto una cosa más bella que tu mirar
Y es que son tus ojos tu sonrisa y tu boca
Y tu carita de coqueta a la final LO que me gusta a mí
Y soy yo quien se pone siempre como un loco
Cuando me miras poco a poco de la manera que me gusta a mí

Ayer hac í a mucho mucho pero mucho calor
Y yo sentía fr ío porque no ten í a todo tu amor
Hoy en cambio hace fr ío y siento mucho calor
Porque est á s t ú de nuevo conmigo mi gran amor
Y es que he recorrido el mundo entero y jamás

Te digo que he visto una cosa más bella que tu mirar
Te digo que he visto la luna de noche hablar con el mar
Pero jamás he visto una cosa más bella que tu mirar

Y es que son tus ojos tu sonrisa y tu boca
Y tú carita de coqueta a la final LO que me gusta a mí
Y soy yo quien se pone siempre como un loco
Cuando me miras poco a poco de la manera que me gusta a mí

I'm down a one-way street
With a one-night stand, With a one track mind
Out in no-man´s land
(The punishment sometimes don´t seem to fit the crime)

Yeah there´s a hole in my soul
But one thing I´ve learned
For every love letter written
There´s another burned
(So you tell me how it´s gonna be this time)

Is it over, Is it over
´Cause I'm blowin´ out the flame

Take a walk outside your mind
Tell me how it feels to be
The one who turns the knife inside of me
Take a look and you will find there´s nothing there girl
Yeah I swear, I'm telling you girl yeah ´cause
There´s a hole im my soul that´s been killing me forever
It´s a place where a garden never grows
There´s a hole in my soul, yeah I should have known better
´Cause your love´s like a thorn without a rose

I'm as dry as a seven-year drought
I got dust for tears
And I'm all tapped out
(Sometimes I feel broken and can´t get fixed)

I know there´s been all kinds of shoes underneath your bed
Now I sleep with my boots on but you´re still in my head
(And something tells me this time I'm down to my last licks)

´Cause if it´s over, Then it´s over
And it´s driving me insane

Take a walk outside your mind
Tell me how it feels to be
The one who turns the knife inside of me
Take a look and you will find there´s nothing there girl
Yeah I swear, I'm telling you girl yeah ´cause
There´s a hole im my soul that´s been killing me forever
It´s a place where a garden never grows
There´s a hole im my soul, Yeah, I should have known better
´Cause your love´s like a thorn without a rose

If it´s over, It is over
´Cause I'm blowin´ out the flame

Take a walk outside your mind
Tell me how it feels to be
The one who turns the knife inside of me
Take a look and you will find
There´s nothing there girl yeah I swear
I'm telling you girl, yeah ´cause
There´s a hole im my soul that´s been killing me forever
It´s a place where a garden never grows
There´s a hole im my soul, Yeah, I should have known better
´Cause your love´s like a thorn without a rose

You only see what your eyes want to see
how can life be what you want it to be
you're frozen when your hearts not open
you're so concerned with how much you get
you waste your time with hate and regret
you're broken when your hearts not open

Chorus

Mmmm Mmmm Mmmm if I could melt your heart
we'd never be apart
give yourself to me
you hold the key

Now theres no point in placing the blame
and you should know I'd suffer the same
if I loose you, my heart will be broken
Love is a bird, she needs to fly
let all the hurt inside of you die
you're frozen when your hearts not open

Chorus

You only see what your eyes want to see
how can life be what you want it to be
you're frozen when your hearts not open
Chorus
Chorus
If I could melt your heart

Baby Shower...

Tue, 25 Apr 2006 00:31:36 GMT

SO if you have Mrs. Rodriguez as a teacher inthe beginning of lunch there will be a small baby shower for her! Bring something if you want. She's registered at Babys R Us and Target.
I'm just gonna buy a cake during lunch and some balloons nothing big...if someone else wants to bring something feel free!

"sometime wanna be your lover, sometime wanna be your friend"

Thu, 20 Oct 2005 22:00:52 GMT

HUGE HISTORY TEST 2MORROW!!!

UM game was postponed b/c Wilma, oh joy! I hope we don't all die, that would suck. No but in all seriousness, I hope everyone is safe. While we're on the topic of dying...I almost died today! Not REALLY REALLY, but I could have gotten hurt real bad and then you all would have been able to visit me at the hospital and all, how fun! lol Maybe I should have gotten hurt to see who would actually visit me. Sooo...the story is that during free period, after my meeting and all, Carolyn and I were sorting papers for Mrs. Recicar and putting them in this file cabinet. Two of the drawers of the cabinet were all ready open and I'm sitting right in from of these two tall file cabinets sooo...Carolyn decideds to open another drawer to put some packets in it, and LMAO the whole cabinet falls like practically on top of me!!! HaHa!!! I was like wtf is going on but laughing sooo much too. Carolyn felt bad, but who cares I was ok and that's all that matters right? right! JUST KIDDING! But yea I got like a scrape on my arm but nada to big.
Romy is a follower NOT a leader!!! She follows Alex everywhere!!! Crazy!

I NEED TO BUY MY HALLOWEEN COSTUME!!!
When!? Ahhh! I don't know...
By the way, what's going on Halloween?! I know the 30th Sher Sher and I might go to Barton G, but the actual day? Lincoln (maybe) and than Traci's friend's party or .... WHERE?!

AND this weekend, yeah ok Wilma's coming but friday night we can totally still chill. I really wanna see In her shoes or Elizabethtown, mainly Elizabethtown. Who wants to come with and I'm thinking at sunset b/c it's close to my house OR lincoln if someone wants to drive me and I know, no1 wants to SOOO sunset!
WOW how sad if you didnt visit me in the hospital LOL-random I know, but just thinking about it.

Wanna see pics?
ok here:
Cute pic of Romy

Kathy @ her best

My contraption (last night playing w/ "dinner")

Me

Sher Sher

Should I do bball this year? I've done it since 7th grade and would probably be the captain just b/c like every senior is lol BUT I don't enjoy it anymore and have a shit load of stuff to do and idk if I should, but I put it on my college resume and all so GAH HELP OUT!

Get a load of me
Get a load of you
Walkin' down the street
And I hardly know you
It's just like we were meant to be

Holding hands with you
And we're out at night
Got a girlfriend
You say it isn't right
And I've got someone waiting too

This is, this is just the beginning
We're already wet
And we're gonna go swimming

Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you?
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you?
It's inevitable.
It's a fact that we're gonna get down to it.
So tell me
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you?

Isn't this the best part of breakin' up
Finding someone else you can't get enough of
Someone who wants to be with you too

It's an itch we know we are gonna scratch
Gonna take a while for this egg to hatch
But wouldn't it be beautiful

Here we are
We're at the beginning
We haven't fucked yet
But heads spinning

Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you?
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you?
It's inevitable.
It's a fact that we're gonna get down to it.
So tell me
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you?

I'd love for you to make me wonder
Where it's goin'?
I'd love for you to pull me under
Somethin's growin'
For this that we can control
Baby I am dyin'.

Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you?
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you?

Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you?
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you?
It's inevitable.
It's a fact that we're gonna get down to it.
So tell me
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you?

EWW!

Mon, 17 Oct 2005 01:54:07 GMT

EWW MY MOM JUST COMPARED "SLo SLo" TO JLO...KILL ME NOW!!! EWWWW!

Mon, 17 Oct 2005 00:15:37 GMT

Greg is going to the game...he may be able to save me!!!
Thank god!

Reasons which prove Sharis is an idiot!

Sun, 16 Oct 2005 04:38:18 GMT

1. Her "right boob" freezes (explanation to this)
2. She thought the football game we're going to on Saturday is at UM...she thought all the football games were there
3. More to Come

Fri, 14 Oct 2005 23:17:22 GMT

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Your Seduction Style: Au Natural

You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it.
That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power!
The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism.

You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world.
Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in.
You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you?

You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways.
Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you.
As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you.

What Kind of Seducer Are You?

poll time

Thu, 13 Oct 2005 03:09:20 GMT

Ok sooo we're gonna have a little poll thing going on...
Saturday night like @ night lol not afternoon or day or w/e but night, should Sher Sher (Sharis) and I go to:
a)Senor Frogs on the Beach
b)Lincoln Rd. (movie and dinner)
Something like that
c)Other...if other let me know what

BTW KANYE WEST WAS AMAZING! HE KICKED ASS AND I LOVE HIM TO DEATH!

Damn this took a long time to upload! PICTURES!!!

Mon, 10 Oct 2005 15:42:16 GMT

She’s the cutest thing EVER!

I’ll put up pics from Caro’s soon

Senior Spirt on my car

Fri, 07 Oct 2005 00:16:15 GMT

SUPER DEE DUPER CUTE...all the seniors'cars have this. We wanted some spirit in out school!

It's wet :(

Side view

que vida la mia

Tue, 04 Oct 2005 01:34:55 GMT

Ya casi termine con mi applicacion a UF. Lo tengo todo listo para enviar, menos que tengo que incluir alguna informacion que no sabia. Tengo mi sita con la Sra Recicar manana. Ojala, que todo vaya bien.

-Todo el mundo debe oir la concion, El Problema.

Belen boys are strange...

Sun, 02 Oct 2005 21:27:47 GMT

Meli showed me this...funny stuff
Some belen boys put this 2gether a couple yrs back
http://homepage.mac.com/decaman3/iMovieTheater34.html
look 4 one of the Fontella twins, he's in it.

Back to the UF essays

I love Kanye West!

Sun, 25 Sep 2005 22:42:48 GMT

I'm gonna see Kanye West @ UM! yayness. Eu I hope you can go!!!
Who else wants to go to the concert...we've got an extra ticket...BUT thats only if Noel doesnt want it.

Sorry to burst your bubble, but...THERE IS NO SUCH THING!

Sat, 24 Sep 2005 22:23:37 GMT

-im the guy who will text you every single morning and tell you good morning and every single night to tell you sleep with the angels, baby

-im the guy who will text you and tell you "i love you and i'm thinking about you " just because

-im the guy who will blindfold you and take you to the beach, let you run your toes through the sand and then make you guess where we are

-im the guy who will show up at your games (or competitions or meets) without you knowing just to surprise you

-im the guy who will hold you when you crying and kiss away your tears

-im the guy who thinks you have natural beauty, behind the make-up

-im the guy who won't pressure you to do things you dont want to

-im the guy who will show up at your house with soup and a movie when you dont come to school that day

-im the guy who kisses you on the forehead

-im the guy who doesnt kiss and tell

-im the guy who actually listens to you when you talk

-im the guy who's excited all day because im looking foweward to our date that night

-im the guy who is content to just be able to hold you and wants nothing more

-im the guy whos perfectly content with staying in and watching movies and cuddling

-im the guy who won't lie to you about where hes going or where he's been or who he's been with

-im the guy who picks you over his friends

-im the guy who's not afraid to tell his friends he loves you

-im the guy who isn't always trying to act like a hard ass around you

-im the guy who doesn't care about your imperfections and loves you more for them

-im the guy who will hold you while we watch the sunset

-IM THE GUY WHO REALLY WANTS TO MAKE YOU THE HAPPIEST GURL IN THE WORLD

These things make me wanna puke. Could be my mood, but honestly NO GUY can be THIS good. Lets be 4real, no guy can even be half this good. It's post like these that make people think that MAYBE, just maybe there is someone like this out there for them, but unfortunatly that's not the case. If you do if fact have or know someone like this...more power to ya, but if they are super nice and all romantic then they lack the spontaneousness or some strange combination like that. It just goes to show, we can't always get what we want. It also shows how we make up these things in our head-on how we want a guy to be, or a situation to turn out, and in doing so we set ourself up for heartache b/c we are always comparing whatever it is, to these ideals we want it to be or that have been told to us on how it should be. It just REALLY sucks.

....

Wed, 21 Sep 2005 02:31:52 GMT

I feel like Melinda on the Real World!

YaYneSS

Sat, 10 Sep 2005 15:49:08 GMT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 2 ME!

Thu, 01 Sep 2005 01:34:32 GMT

i just woke up after a 2 hr nap

Wed, 31 Aug 2005 00:35:13 GMT

skool 2morrow panzer told me

air is so nice

Sat, 27 Aug 2005 20:36:36 GMT

I HAVE POWER! i think we're going to davids 2night

greenday concert was nice last night